Friday, October 3, 2008

Has it been long enough???

Yep! It's been long enough....probably too long. I just can't seem to find time to update as much as before, but that's ok too! Soooo....let's see....the routine is much the same - life is busy and changing! I think the main thing is that the Lord has this "theme" going on right now....trust and His sovereignty. I'm just realizing that there are many times when I am anxious....even in really small things, that I didn't realize. I love God's faithfulness to uncover stuff in my heart that I probably knew I put there, but never really thought about it before. Our care group ladies are reading Jerry Bridges book Trusting God. I'm not sure how many times I've read it, but that's just what is so great about the Lord....there is always more to learn and uncover about Him and how He is working in my life at any given time. So yesterday, I had to confess my anxious heart again as our computer is having some major problems, and I didn't know what we were going to do so that Chelsey could get her homework done and I can work today. So....I still don't know what is wrong with it, but right now it is working....an hour from now it may not. We really need to figure out how to get this one fixed or a way to purchase a new one.....can you hear the anxious thoughts running around in my head? I am so grateful for this opportunity to have my sin exposed and to confront it head on....and the even greater opportunity that God is sovereign and totally knows how it will all work out and that I have another opportunity to trust Him instead of myself and "my world". PRAISE GOD!!!